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Sunday, January 19, 2014

Steps on the pavement



That evening he walked out of the jail gates...
And it was moments before sunset
As he kept walking
Steps on the pavement
He almost felt it was home
Walking down the path
By now deserted
Steps on the pavement 
Big dark city on a winter night
'Akele Hum Akele Tum' playing through a stranger window
Somehow brought back memories
Of radios and winter nights
Life lay scattered like unplanned lanes leading to various no-wheres 
Fourteen years in prison makes one forget a lot
That chilling murder he could never forget
But they made him work in the 'mess' for fourteen years
Food was the last thing on his mind
By now hunger had become a distant dream 
Steps on the pavement 
She was not at home
The posters was still up on her wall
But there were cobwebs in the balcony
A sleeping neighborhood
At the end you are just alone
Steps on the pavement
A car rushing past
Life disappearing in the rear view mirror
As he kept walking
He almost felt it was home
Claws on the pavement
The feel of dogs behind him
The quietness and silence felt like death
Some of them
Many of them
Remembering the posters was still up on her wall
He kept on walking
But he forgot that there were cobwebs in the balcony
Steps on the pavement
Pretending not to run
The roads parted
Like they did in those filthy school books.
Like it had fourteen years ago
One path seemed lightened
The other was dark
He chose the light this time
Untimely salvation is worse than sin
The road ended under a a dead banyan tree
And an old blind dog
The steps on the pavement stopped
The steely silence of a winter night 
The claws on the pavement had stopped
'Akele Hum Akele Tum' floating from a distant radio
Still as a monk, the blind dog sat
He stood still as his life flashed by
And then that deafening bark from the monk
All the dogs attacked
A silence that only death can carry
Blood on the pavement 
A car rushing past
Life disappearing in the rear view mirror




Wednesday, January 8, 2014

The golden coast of Malabar



The Golden Coast of Malabar | Story told in words by Rahul Bhattacharya, re told visually by Samudra Kajal Saikia | Order your copy at kankhowa@gmail.com.

One happy day when I was a young little boy, someone told me, that the coast of Malabar is very beautiful and neat.

One day I went and I saw, that the sea was blue, the trees were green and along with the golden sand, the coast of Malabar was special indeed.


One happy day in Malabar, I was lying on the sand. When an ant came and bit me here, bit me there and went.

Then came another ant, slowly there came many more ants; they bit me here, bit me there, they really bite me everywhere.


On that beautiful day in the coast of Malabar, as I was dying in pain, I heard a small voice talk to me and call me by my name. 



“I am sorry Mr. Donkey” I heard him say. “These are all young ants and they shall learn their lessons one day.”


He climbed my nose and proceeded to say, “Please do not attack our small little hole, our queen begs to be forgiven, or so I am told.”



Then he turned to the young little ants. “I warn you again you little young ants”, he crackled as he spoke, “If you go on biting, the humans will fill our holes”.


That strange morning on the beautiful Malabar sand, I could not help praising the crackling old ant.

If indeed he had not come by, I would have really filled the nearest ant hole before saying goodbye.





Tuesday, January 7, 2014

A small story I saw...




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It was a hot summer evening everywhere near my house, and as I lay beside the pickles mother had left for sunning, I saw a colony of red ants. Like in all ant colonies, a board at the entrance read 

“tiredness is a word outside the Dictionary of Ants”.

Now, like all words, Mr. Tiredness hates not being printed in all the dictionaries, and ever since I can remember, and I can remember a lot of things, Mr. Tiredness was trying his best to be a word in the Dictionary of Ants. 

Every time he saw an ant colony, he would camp nearby and hope to be introduced to the Dictionary. As I looked through the blades of grass, I saw a pale blue man who looked like he was doing nothing.

He was setting up his tent about 5 meters away from the ant hole. Did I forget to tell you that he was very small indeed? Nearly 6 centimeters tall, he was about the size of a cockroach. Imagine it very wobbly and walking upright.

He looked much tiered; and he was complaining “how much I hate to work……even if a lot of it means doing simply nothing”. He lay there hoping for a quick introduction to the Dictionary of Ants.

***

 The little ant Alina had never felt like this before. She was actually looking for a place to sit. Till now she had been busy walking with the ant army, ready to attack a sticky yellow toffee which I had spit out a few minutes before.

Taking a turn away from the line she was walking in, she spotted a shade under a blade of glass and sat there.  She started staring at the sky and sometimes at her mates busily walking by.


Slowly but surely Ruchi, Jason, Rumana, and Jeet joined her. Many other ants had started wanting to sit down. Slowly but surely all of them started yawning. Jason even started dreaming about sleep

 “Wait….. Wait don’t do that”…. my mind screamed, but before I could do anything, the gardener aimed his water pipe right  at the ant hill, the water drops started helplessly landing and hoping to escape a bite.
 
As the waters drops started landing on the ant hill, Jeet jumped up, “these Pants are horrible”…… “They always come between us and our lives”. Jeet started rubbing his chin in anger. Oh yes! He nearly rubbed his chin right in.

Rumana always shouts when she is angry. “Stop wetting us” She burst out a shout, her brain began to heat up with every drop of cold water that fell. I wanted about to stop the maali, so started just thinking what to yell.

I was surprised to see the line of ants still carrying on, unaffected by the gentle spray….only our angry ant friends seemed disturbed………only our tiered young ants seemed disturbed.

 By now Alina had picked up a ball of mud and flung it at the nearest water drop. She started screaming “Pants are merciless” …… Jason stood up... “We need to revolt”.  Then I saw Anpu joining the group.

 Stamping her feet on the ground, Anpu started to give a great speech and asking all the ants to bite the gardener. Stamping their feet on the ground all the 6 ants started singing “Bite the gardener, Bite that Pant”.  

 By then our angry ant friends were sitting around and trying to imagine a good way to bite us Pants. They were yawning and yawning planning a bite. They dreamed and dreamed for a bite.

Through the corner of my eyes I caught a small movement. Mr. Tiredness had stopped had just started doing something. He hates cold water just like your pet; as soon as his tent started leaking, he busily packed up his bags and withered away.

It was strange to see Alina get up and join the line of ants. Soon Ruchi got up. Soon all of them had joined the line and had all started walking in a row. Marching with the beat that only the ants are supposed to know.


I heard Mr. Tiredness had gone to buy a waterproof tent and will be back very soon, so the next time you are bitten by an ant do not forget to look. You will surely spot a pale blue man who looks like a balloon.

***


Sunday, January 5, 2014

Everywhere I went



Everywhere I went, she used to come after me.
Everywhere she went, he used to run after her.
Everywhere I was they used to be there too.


Somewhere I went, she came somewhere with me.
Somewhere she went, he went running somewhere.
Somewhere I went, they were somewhere too.


To a cold place I went, she came to a cold place with me.
To a cold place she went, he ran to a cold place with her.
To a cold place I went, they were in a cold place too.


To see a sunrise I went, she came to see the sunrise too.
To see a sunrise she went, he ran to see the sunrise too.
To see a sunrise I went, they saw the sunrise too.


Everywhere I went, she used to come after me.
Everywhere she went, he used to run after her.
Everywhere I was they used to be there too.


Then one day on a trip I went.
That one trip I wanted to go alone.
 I was really afraid that they would be there too.


To a place called Nowhere I went, she came Nowhere with me.
Nowhere she went, so he went running Nowhere.
To a place called Nowhere I went, and they were Nowhere with me.